things got me reali busy until now. think i last blogged was during the term break. after blogging, few days later my uncle passed away. he was my mum's big bro. we believe that he took drugs. "drugs abused". donno wat kinda pills he had. half way he was taking the drug, half way he sniffing glue or thinner or watever. den a lorry bang onto him and he died. was a hit and run thingy. so he just died like that. mum cried. everyone cried. we even went to the funeral to help up and so on. but 2 days later, my great grandmother died! WTH! that was reali SWAY man! me and my mum was like keep having valgarity on our mouth and keep scolding SWAY SWAY SWAY!!!! zzz.. chinese like us believe that we only can go 1 funeral at a time. cant go both. so we decided to go great grandmother de loh. cuz great grandmother is more important. she's my father's father's mother!!! the other who died was my mum's reali blood bro! mum had no choice. she gotta give up his bro side and go great grandmother de. cuz by saying back, mum already married to father le mah. so no choice but to give up on them. was a really sad case. great grandmother died at my great grandparents hse. the place where i lived there since i was born till ard sec 2 like that den i started moving out to stay with my parents together with my bro. great grandmother has 2 child. one is my grandfather, one is my grandfather's younger sis. great grandmother was all along staying at my grand aunt (grandfather's sis) place. only sometimes great grandmother will often stay at grandparents hse. she started staying here at grandparents hse for abt like 2 weeks, she passed away. she died in her sleep. so peaceful... long ago before she died, she already got told us. say she want to die at grandparents hse. as old ppl thinking is like that. old ppl alwaz like to die at home. some more my great grandmother and his son (my grandfather) is very close to each other. they love each other alot. u will nv see how close a son and mother can be at all. reali.. its so real and touching. can never believe until u see it. so much close like its 2 hearts tog. it's like watching a movie like how reali and touching between a mother and son can be. it's reali nothing can drift them apart. until death reali drift them apart. serious. nothing could be more important between the both mother and son. reali. nothing. grandfather never cry before. juz when he was young. he was a reali strong guy. which brought up the whole of our YANGS FAMILY. as grandfather was a young kid, great grandfather left him. left for another women (THE SECOND WIFE). they had lotsa story in between (too much to blog). so grandfather was reali reali a hero at that time. he feed all us up. where we reali respect him until now. so grandfather was reali a strong guy. which even my father never see his father cry before. until the day great grandmother passed away. haiz.. it's reali very sad. even all of us cried like hell. u can reali know the word of "till death drift us apart".. think the ppl who hurt most is my grandfather. haiz.. when great grandmother was abt to place inside the coffin, great grandfather cried and had his last goodbye kiss. it's so damn hurtful. and grandmother was like cry until faint. haiz.. how sad. things and so on..

didnt had my 22nd bday at all. cuz my bday was during my great grandmother's death. as great grandmother's funeral is for 5 days. and on the 5th day she's off to "chu bing". and thats the day of my bday. so i'm supposed not to have any bday wishes and celebrations at all. but only had to keep it as dull as possible and act like i've no bday at all. juz make it a normal day. which on this day is the first day back to skl after the term break. din went to skl for the first and second day. as the second day i went to collect great grandmother ash. =(

till the 3rd day i'm off to skl. till now.. till now, i'm with loads of proj, research, presentation and revision and so on.. made me busy like hell.

during these period i've took quite a few pics.

one of the pic we (sip, cia and i) had with great grandmother. father says she look so happy in this pic. this yr chi new yr din get a chance to take photo with her. cuz great grandmother's grand daughter aka my aunt aka my father's cousin aka my grandfather only niece passed away few mths before the cny. as grand aunt don wanna do any celebration as her daughter had juz pass away. so i dint went. but last yr i did take pic with her during cny. but i couldnt find any soft copy. =(

mum say this yr we very sway. hse die so many ppl. first is great grandfather. follow by petrina (my father cousin) den my great grandmother. zzzz... as if they like meeting in hell =X

if got read my blog, i did post petrina's death and great grandfather's death

all these pics of my own hand are taken by myself. look carefully there's a blue black line. cuz naughty kathy bite me!!! he bite me until blue black. > . <